Daily battles.
Hi Ashley.
-_- go away.
My, you are looking pale this morning.
Fuck you. It’s winter. People get pale.
Now now, don’t get an attitude. No one made you come stand in front of the mirror.
Whatever.
So what is it that you’re going to fail at today? Wearing the wrong thing? Saying something dumb in a lecture of 354 people? Losing your keys? Eating too much? Being a tool to a stranger? Walk into a sign? Can you predict how you’re going to suck at life today?
Stop it.
Oh cheer up kid. It could be worse.
It could?
No. No, it couldn’t. You really can’t get any worse.
I’m starting to see that…
Did he call you last night?
-_-
:) He didn’t, did he? Boy is coming to his senses.
Shut up. He had to work.
Sure about that?
…yes.
Hesitation, hmm?
He’ll come see me today. Just you wait.
Are you sure you want him to? You look awfully bloated.
I do not.
What did you eat last night? A bag of salt?….that’s right, frown. Notice the flaws. Dwell on them.
Stop picking at me.
I’m not; you are. You sure are spending a lot of time in here. Don’t you have a gym to get to? Pick up the hair tie, pull your rats nest out of your face, and get out of here before I shoot myself in the face.
Your face is my face.
So get out of here before YOU shoot me in the face. Think about it.
I hate you.
I hate you too.
Reading that immediately reminded me of Peyton and Peyton’s Dark Angel from One Tree Hill.
Anyways, I’m sorry to hear that you have daily battles but you’re not the only one so take comfort in that if you can.
If you ever need to talk, I’m easy to find and I like to listen and help. So feel free to lay it on me if you need.
